Here I am at a Christmas party, curled up with my laptop, playing Scrabble on Facebook and listening to other people's conversations. I hate socializing. Parties are so stressful. I wish I could retreat into my room and watch Rules of Engagement instead of being out here.
I can't wait 'til I'm an adult so I can never have a party ever.
I love my friend Kate, but I feel like she's vastly superior to me. Doing cool projects (photography meets embroidery!) and being productive and not dropping out of school. Of course, my self-condemnation isn't wholly (or even mostly) based in reality--it never is.
Stupid post-Christmas blues. I am floating in an armchair, unhinged and purposeless...
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