// Naomi Chung //
// $7 brooch //
Last night I went to bed much earlier than usual, and this morning I did that thing where I turned off the alarm at eight and conked out for two more hours. My mom chided me when I grumped about the schedule-disruption, saying that I probably needed the rest and "sleep is not a waste of time". She was correct, as per usual. It's not like I didn't write about this recently. But my routine is messed up. I hate that; it makes me feel anxious and unsettled.
The negative emotions are a response to self-perceived failure. Once I establish a pattern and get used to it, deviating is wrong, not what I'm "supposed to" do.
my sleep schedule is all screwed up also since i quit my day job about 2 months ago so i totally get what you mean, although i need to just force myself to get up at a certain time to stop not being able to fall asleep til 5am many days.
ReplyDeletesorry about the comment above, wrong google account, can you delete it from your end? also, i think your mom was right about needing a bit extra sleep, it's not like you slept til noon anyway : ).
ReplyDeleteIt seems like our bodies should just be able to figure this out on their own! Darn brain overriding things =/ I hope your schedule works out easier soon. Thanks, Dus <3
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